Prince Ali

Girls are really good at telling whether or not you actually like them. I've gotten more perceptive at it too. I'm not sure if its a thing about being socially acceptable but picking up on whether or not someone has an agenda when they're talking to you makes more sense.

Sophie is a great girl and I think she really liked me, but towards the last few classes, it really felt like she was being super nice to me to get something out of me. This made me feel uncomfortable because I guess her niceness didn't seem deserved. It seemed more planned and calculated, something I may or may not have been like a few years back, maybe still resides today.

I feel it with Heidi, someone who I think is cute but don't really care about too much. It's not that she's a bad person so to say, it's just that she has some really low self esteem issues, which makes me almost believe that I shouldn't care about her a whole lot either. She's really good at pointing out the negativity in her life, and not too much positive and so I can't be too happy when I'm with her. We are kind of at a weird place right now anyway. It seems like I might be working too hard for her and really she doesn't feel that she deserves it. But we'll see, I still like her. I think things might go somewhere but I definitely don't want to get into a relationship with her.